Good afternoon, Warriors! No, I didn’t lose track of days yesterday. I was sitting here at my computer getting ready to start writing, and got called into work. So today, as in the true spirit of how organic I originally wanted, and still want, this page to be, we acknowledge that yesterday was not a failure, and not a loss of momentum. It’s life happening. Today, no surprises, I worked my regular shift, and now I am keeping up my discipline and practice here. I’m back to writing, and I feel wonderful and grateful to be doing so.
You may wonder why I am focusing so much on discipline and momentum right now. Anything that I write here is applicable in my personal life first, so right now this is where I am focusing. The more I focus on building my momentum, the more practice I do, the more I build better habits. And Warriors, it is very easy to lose focus if I am not actively doing. It is far to easy for me to slip back into depression, anger, frustration, etc. if I don’t focus my energy and attention in a positive direction. Since I am not a fan of sitting in my lower emotions and vibratory field, I do what I can to keep my positive energy flowing and moving in a healthy direction.
When I was younger, these are not things that I understood. By now, I have had an extensive amount of experience in being able to compare the difference between when I am curled up in a ball trying to just sleep through how bad I feel, or trying to not put holes in my walls and when I am up doing healthy things that I enjoy doing. I love learning, so I’m learning two languages (with more planned), I’m back to writing, I’m exercising more and I’m getting back into playing music again (and yes, there are plans for more artistic projects for the site coming out of that….. expect videos in the future!!).
Part of why I am so focused on making sure I focus on the momentum and discipline aspect of my life right now is that this site is really what I want to do with my life. I want to do the creative things I enjoy again. So I’m taking the “baby step” method. I little progress a day, a little practice every day is still progress, and better than no progress at all.
And lastly, I have never known anyone who didn’t feel alone when starting out. So if you are just starting a new project, or rebuilding one, welcome along with me. If you are continuing, come along too. No one is alone here. We are all taking baby steps and making progress.